365 Days: Helpless

Helplessness: that dull, sick feeling of not being the one at the reins. When did you last feel like that –- and what did you do about it?



About a week ago I felt so helpless one night. The reason was actually pretty stupid. Because I just joined a theater company for two weeks and the working pattern is different from my last one. The working hour isn’t longer but I somehow didn’t feel right about everything. Then suddenly I just broke down when realizing that I didn’t have much time with my family and Infong that week. I cried for 15 minutes and had a nice shower. Then I laughed at myself for being so ridiculous. The next day was still a good day.



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